Life so far.

How do you spring back when life has thrown you some rough patches? I am now 27 and really am not where I thought I would be in life. Some people may say I moan and dwell on things a lot, which I do actually do, but when you suffer from panic and confidence issues it so hard to spring back to the state of mind I actually want to be in. I am recently starting to learn self value and worth which is really good, but hard at the same time. I am trying to do things which test my confidence and try to push the boundaries of it, soon going back to work is my biggest challenge. I have had so many jobs it untrue, and never really found my feet in a career. Retail has been the background for most of my jobs, I do love the environment and the face to face service of people, but the pay does not stand well with living on your own and trying to have a life as well. Two things i have promised myself this year are 1. Take my time to find a good job rather than rushing into one, 2. to find my confidence that I used to have being a bubbly fun loving monkey :0) I am blessed with amazing friends who have done so much for me and I wish I could do more for them and know one day I will. As for my love life, well that is another story, but I have decided to find myself before I find someone, I have never been happy single but want to learn how and to respect my own company and find the potential I have always wanted. This blog may sound a self involved but that is the idea right? I thought this is a good way to read back on things and to share with others someone's life and stories, so watch this space :)

Love Matt x